Pop music lagend dead at 50.

I saw the news this morning. He was dead yesterday due to cardiac arrest.. I'm so sad... :( May his soul rest in peace..Here's the news from CNN.

Entertainer Michael Jackson died after being taken to a hospital on Thursday after suffering cardiac arrest, CNN confirmed.

Lt. Fred Corral, the Los Angeles County Coroner said Jackson was pronounced dead at 2:26 p.m. Thursday. He also said Jackson was unresponsive when he arrived at the hospital.
Brian Oxman, a Jackson family attorney, said he was told by brother Randy Jackson that Michael Jackson collapsed at his home in west Los Angeles, California, Thursday morning.
Family members were told of the situation and were either at the hospital or en route, Oxman said.

"I can only tell you that the family members are crying," Oxman said.
Fire Capt. Steve Ruda told CNN a 911 call came in from a west Los Angeles residence at 12:21 p.m. Ruda said Jackson was treated and transferred to the UCLA Medical Center. CNN Analyst Roland S. Martin spoke with Marlon Jackson, brother of Michael Jackson.

"I talked to Frank Dileo, Michael's manager. Frank told me that Michael last night was complaining about not feeling well. He called to tell him he wasn't feeling well. "Michael's doctor went over to see him, and Frank said, 'Marlon, from last night to this morning, I don't know what happened.' When they got to him this morning, he wasn't breathing. They rushed him to the hospital and couldn't bring him around."

The music icon from Gary, Indiana, was known as the "King of Pop." Jackson had many No. 1 hits and his "Thriller" is the best-selling album of all time.Jackson was the seventh of nine children from a well-known musical family. He is survived by three children, Prince Michael I, Paris and Prince Michael II.

Jackson's former wife, Lisa Marie Presley, said she was "shocked and saddened" by Jackson's death. "My heart goes out to his children and his family," she said.
At the medical center, every entrance to the emergency room was blocked by security guards. Even hospital staffers were not permitted to enter. A few people stood inside the waiting area, some of them crying.

Some of Jackson's music was being played outside. The sounds of "Thriller" and "Beat It" bounced off the walls. Outside Jackson's Bel Air home, police arrived on motorcycles. The road in front of the home was closed in an attempt to hold traffic back, but several people were gathered outside the home.

Along with his success Jackson had some legal troubles later in his career. He was acquitted of child molestation charges after a well-publicized trial in Santa Maria, California, in March 2006. Prosecutors charged the singer with four counts of lewd conduct with a child younger than 14; one count of attempted lewd conduct; four counts of administering alcohol to facilitate child molestation; and one count of conspiracy to commit child abduction, false imprisonment or extortion.

when I couldn't sleep, have no one to talk to, I mumbles tru my fingers

It's been quite some time that I couldn't sleep at night (what kinda sentence is this? i was trying to say, I'm an easy sleeper).. After work had couple of drinks with Uz, came back almost 9,had cold shower-a good remedy for a heavy head I had. Then straight went to Zzz... I was hoping to be asleep till the next morning then off work. End of story. But guess what? It was only 10.30pm when I open my eyes just now. Darn..! Now I can hardly get back to sleep. It's only 4 hours to go till I'm off to work. Turned Off the lappy just now trying to get back to sleep, but these cute eyes o'mine :P still don't wanna shut. So now I'm writing again.. This is my 3rd entry in my 3rd blog.

I sit in the dark coz I don't wanna disturb his sleep; while listening to Hitz.fm and X.fm via Astro writing this. Too bad that Labuan can't get the frequencies for these radios. So, in the car I rather listen to my SOAD cds over and over again rather than tuning into the retarded DJs in Music fm, Brunei radios and all the shitty radio station that Labuan cater for us. How can they be so like the 90's while everyone has moved on with the new era. An it's no really a classic hit that they were playing. And the DJs, were always so over themself. To some people, maybe this is what they like. So like it or not, I'll have to respect their interest. Here's the only place that I can write whatever shits I want. I apologize someone might be offended by my words. Hey.. it's only my 2cents.

Just now I was listening to mellow songs which make me write something deep and personal in the other blog. Over there, I am totally anonymous. So I can write my truely deeply dirty feelings. ehehehheheh... Ok back to songs plays on the radio...But all of the suddent they changes to something that makes me feels like wanna get ready and off the club - like how I always did few years back. Ah... those were the days. But what I can do now is only dance my finger off on the keyboard instead me jumping around on the dance floor.. Boleh la...

Tomorrow's already Friday..YIPPIE!! I am so, looking forward for this Saturday. June has been a boring month for me. Hopefully this closing of June will be a blast. Well atleast I can enjoy myself.

"you had a good girl but you don't how to treat her.
Silly boy silly boy get the hell outta my face"

huhu.. that's Rihanna feat Lady Gaga new song for Chris Brown - Silly Boy on air now. Geez.. all the songs playing tonight oops..morning makes me even harder to sleeps. Lemme go find something else to do than mumbling more here.. Morning people..!

We need to support PIRACY because......

Muahahahahahahah

Too lazy for everything!

Came back from my previous trip until now, I've been extreamly LAZY. What have I become? Too lazy even eating seems like a big task. heheheh. Too lazy I didn't cook at all! too lazy I hardly re-deco my house. too lazy to call my maid :P. Even too lazy to party..? uh-oh... so not me.. but that's what really happened. I am totally not in the mood for everything. demmit!

Good thing about this laziness is that. I'm suddently too lazy to shop online. muehehehe.. anyway, I just hope that this laziness will soon go away. I'm not liking this at all man. But can't help it so, I'm just go with the flow. Wait this it ends. Wow... some really weird feelings eh.? Maybe because of the tiring weeks I had before this..? Nahhhhh.. couldn't be. Or maybe I missed her being around me. Huaaaaaaaaa..... I miss my baby!!

Purpose?

Why am I here?

To be a good daughter?

and now a good wife?

then a good mother?

what deeds have I done to my mother

am I a good wife to my husband

am I acting like a mother to my daughter

or I just doing it for the sake of them

I might not have everything

but the one I have

is the one I've wanted

with what I have

I'm happy,

but there's still a hole

in the heart that's wanting to be discovered

the search never ends...

...maybe till the day we die

Nike Gladiator

I'm not really a big fan of NIKE (Adidas forever bebeh!) but I'm all about gladiators since 2005 and the everybody just started wearing gladiators since last year. Since Nike Just launch their very own gladiator sandals, I just can't wait to get my feet on these babes. For sure this time comfortableness guaranteed. It's Nike aight?

Colette exclusively brings us the Nike Gladiator, a limited edition created for this summer. Designed by Art Center College student Nancy Wu for Nike as a part of the Re-Mix & Re-Cut program for spring/summer 2009 these kicks are available at Collette for about $125. Unfortunately, it's in PARIS. Huaaa.... :((

Excuse mua for now dolls, I'm gonna dig more how I can get them here wrapping around open my cutie feets (^,^)v

...or in my dream at least.

Run... Mea... Run...

It's been a very long time since our last family jog in the park. I miss herrrrr...

She just turned 2, the time these pix were taken. Soooo dang cute!! Just like her mommy.. :P


Running running and running


Posing jap.. ekekekek

Happy Birthday Yuzie!!

Another number has been added..

but whuttahell, it's just a number

I just hope your bubblyness won't be faded

or u for sure be gettin' older.

ngeh..ngeh..ngeh...

Atih Weds Jerry

I called my aunty named Sha = Atih. Don't even know what Atih means. She finally gets married with her funny ex-bf a.k.a hubby. June 7th 2009 was the day of their solemnization. Wedding ceremony will be in November. Why so late? probably by then there's a baby on the way. hehehe

Here's the newly wed. Pen tu... gedabak punya besar eh!!

Sedih la kunun.. dah tak leh dok bawah ketiak mak dah. My Grandmommy in RED. auw..!

The Platinum ring for the groom. Guess what? I design the ring's "stage". Chantek kan?? cam aku la.. :P

.. and this is the Platinum Solitare Diamond ring for the Bride. Can't really see it from this pix. Damn!

"Aku terima nikahnya XX dengan mas kawin sebyk 999.99 hengget tonai.. " kuikuikui..

And the banker's cheque as the hantaran. 10K

Sister Sister yang kuat gadow

Her BFF. Still single weh..!

Here's my hand henna.. Kalah2 the bride la plak. :P

That's all for now. Atih, I hope that you and Jerry will be happy n gay owes!

Love u....

Danielle Steel - Rogue

This is the first Danielle Steel novel I bought after 6 years. Wow... that's a very long time eh..? Eversince the first novel from Danielle Steel I've read when I was 17, (thanks to Arwah She for leaning it to me) I can never get enough of DS. But I for now I only manage to complete 10 out of her 75 published novels. Plus, there will be 1 more novel coming out this month.

Ok, back to the new book I've got. Rogue is about two people, once married, who couldn't be more opposite in their personalities and lifestyles. He is an instant success with an unimaginable amount of money, and an irrepressible, irresponsible nature. She, a dedicated psychiatrist for adolescents in crisis. Her life is in perfect order, her goals clear. He careens through life having a ball. And they share three wonderful children. As the story opens, they are divorced, have become good friends, and are still deeply fond of each other, but enjoying their separate lives. She has found Mr. Right at last, a fellow phsyician, with a meticulous, precise nature, and no children. And then, as happens to all of us sometimes, reality intervenes. Her kids behave like kids and arent nearly so keen on their future stepfather, as their mother is. And their father suddenly grows up, and makes life utterly confusing for all concerned. The 'rogue' in the story is lovable, irresistible, and adds fun to the story. And the ending is not at all the one anyone planned or expected.

What a I love most about DS is that, whenever she writes, her writing evolves around life - happiness, funny, sex and unpredictable ending. So far, I've cried whenever I read but no sure about this one. Just started last 2 days. Who ever never read DS's books, try it. If u have a mellow heart like me.. :P u might love it.

...and the journey begins

We are on our way to Kedah., still trap in KL. Moved at 11.20pm, let's see what time we'll reach Jitra yeh! Ooni just arrived from KK. Guess what, Ooni just made a record of his own today. Using 6 different transportation within 24 hours journey from East to West to North Malaysia.

His own journey begins as early as 8am- 3 hours express boat from Labuan to KK. Then, tool a cab from Jesselton Terminal to KKIA. At 4.30pm fly to LCCT. From LCCT he took a bus to KL Sentral. Too bad that the bus doesn't want to stop at the Serdang R&R so he had to go to KL Sentral and took a Komuter/train from there. Arrived at his folk's place at 9am where I'm waiteed for him patienly kuikuikui.. :P but actualy I went to the nearby pasar malam (nite market). Dang..! everything was so cheap there.. I got my self a nice black baby-t for RM5. believe it or don't.

Here's Ooni still manage to drive to Kedah after his multi-transport journey hehhehe..

Mea, expected to be sleeping till we reach Kedah. Coz she didn't sleep at all during the day.

That's my aunty, who's getting married this Sunday and my youngest bro. See, when this photo was taken everybody says they're gonna stay awake along the jouney. But, by the time I'm typing this - 12.10pm, both of them joined Dhamea in La La Land.. Yeah... so much for "I can stay all nite one...."

That's all for now, before I'm getting dizzy blogging in the moving car and can hardly see the keyboard. This is when my typing skill I learnt in college come in handy - I can type in the dark and I just knew about it. kuikuikui... Nite nite dolls!

Incoming.. Incoming..

I just have no idea what to put on the Title bar.. ehehehehe... Today, I received lotsa gifts from Ooni.. 1st an advance 5th year Anniversary. Brand new little white Lappy. I can finally blog from home - something I've been trying to avoid, coz once I start I can hardly stop :p.

2nd, Super-duper hot 3.5" heels Oonie bought only for meeeeee.......!!! Yippie..! He always have a good taste in fashion. Too bad that the heels doen't feet me really well because my feet are really skinny.. No matter how much I eat, the food will only stop and my tummy, my ass and at KIKI and LALA. Then my Lady Gaga will starts to jiggle. As for he 3rd and so on, that's for me to know for u to wonders. tiihiii.... (^-^)v

Thx a lot Ooni for these wonderful gifts and u're probably the most patient human to stand me. Eventhough I owes gives u headache and heartache..kuikuikui... xoxo!

** check these out.. aren't they hawt?? **

Happy Fathers' Day to all the Daddy in d world..

Title says it all.......... Let's celebrate it for the Daddies this 14th June. Here's the daddy dotter's sleeping hands

Purposely or unintentionally

Have you ever realize that sometimes, we might unintentionally hurt the people around us? Expecially those who cares? Human as we are, we all make mistakes. Therefore, I am still trying to ignore these feelings inside me. Because, the more I think about it, the more flaw I see. More heart-ache caused.

If I, hurts people's feelings without me knowing; I would prefer those whose hurts to tell me right in my face. Those around me - who knew me better, they would know that I can take any craps. Be it good or bad. In fact I always need those -ve feedbacks to improve myself. Now that I am hurt, I don't know if I can tell her about my feelings. Perhaps I don't really understand my good friend. I'm afraid that if I tell her the truth, she'll feel offended and dispute arise. So far, I'm enjoying her company. As I grew older, I appreciate every single friendship I have. I just can't afford to lose this one.

I hope, this thing some how gets outta my head. I know that she didn't even know she hurts me. hmmm.... Thank God I'm going for a holiday this weekend.. yippie!!

Kotobian Tadau Kaamatan..

:P.. I'm wishing all my Sabahan Kadazandusun friends Happy Harvest Festival - which they are celebrating it since yesterday. My only wishhhhh.. Don't palau and drive.. ehehehehe

Oops I did it again....

"Oops I did it again.." says my PC.. :D This time, I can't open any pop-up windows - not because of the pop-up blocker. Whenever I clicked a link, a window will pop-up, but there's no visual. Just blank.... totally black. Therefore, I can't upload any pix for PEKPEKNGA.. Just lame write write and write.. no pix.. Good thing that the PC still working fine.. atleast for me to do my job :P I can't send it for repair yet as it'll take about a week for 'em to repair this thing. Like it or not I'm gonna cont. living like this until I'm less busy. Meanwhile, there's a lot of outstanding post for u dolls!

Friday Nite Movie

It was movie nite for us last night. We watched I NO STUPID II (2006). It's Singapore-chinese movie. The film basically explores about the issue of poor parent-child communication.

What I like about that movie was that it was kinda funny at first but slowing reaching the end it was so sad.. and the moral values they trying to potray was vivid. Definately leaves a feeling to every parents. Ooni and I sure learnt a lot after watching this movie. How it is important the way we communicate with our child. Highly recommended to parents expecially one with teenages..

Vivalanders Outing

Here's some pictures taken by V and her hubby during our Vivalanders pot luck and cook out last Saturday. Hosted by Ms Yuezzianna (hahaha I put you glamour full name Z, did I got it rite? )

Some of the food on the grill.. For the rest of 'em, didn't even hv the time to snap when all went straight to the tummy from the grill.. :-p

Who's behind the little cam?? Me...!!! muahahahaha

The "buddyguards" and couple maboks

Happy Birthday Fara

I wanna wish my dear friend Fara Happy and wonderous birthday!! I love you bebeh.. and miss u a lot too.. I can't remember when was the last time we celebrated your birthday together.. never maybe? But I won't forget to wish you every year huh? ekekekek Let's party next month when I'm in KL yea darling...

Happy Mother's Day

.: Me Momma is better than yo momma coz she can jiggle her jiggly ass like an atomic wave :P :.

Yeah I know, I'm 4 days late.. too busy!! Here's what I should have post 4 days ago. Better late than never no? I'm wishing all the hot mommy around me Happy Mother's day!! For having someone to go through our "NINA" give 'em a hell of wonderful life. Expecially my momma Joe.. I love u!

HappY Mommy's Day

-from eQuere n Mea